Emily visited me this weekend. It was wonderful, she’s so great. We didn’t do much, but it’s nice to have fun doing nothing with someone. And it was such a relief to have company, I was going insane with isolation! We rented some movies, made a delicious dinner with Mary, took a walk on beautiful Saturday, and even went shopping. So it was a pretty good weekend. Thanks Em, I needed that.

I watched Psycho for the first time this weekend after Em left. I was scared to watch it alone, but turns out it’s not even that scary. Interesting though. I keep thinking I see that old dead skeletal lady everywhere though. So kinda creepy.

What are ya’ll doin for Valentine’s Day? Yay to those of you who answered nothing with me. Actually I’m hanging out with my ex-boyfriend, but not in a romantic way, so does it really count? Robin, I don’t wanna hear it.

Right now I feel the need to be in a place that nobody knows where I am. I get like this sometimes. When I was younger, I used to sit in the closet sometimes, and nobody knew I was there. Or even if I was at the store with my mom and sisters, I’d wander off to some aisle that was quiet and unoccupied by any other shoppers. Or I’d escape to other places at home or in public. I liked the feeling of being alone in a quiet still place that was otherwise surrounded by busy-ness. And I liked the idea that nobody knew I was there. That’s how I want to feel now. Instead I’m in my office where everyone knows where I am. Not even close. Anyone else ever feel like that?